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  I was gasping by the time I reached the minivan. There had to be an easier way to get my kids. Maybe there was, but for now, no one was picking my kids up but me.

  When my hot, irritated, inflamed skin had calmed down, I started the minivan, turned on the AC, and headed out to my kids’ school.

  Chapter Nine

  My kids were being pills.

  Anthony had gotten into a fight...with a girl, no less. The girl, apparently, had seriously kicked his ass (and is it wrong that I secretly found this funny?), and as we drove to Burger King, his older sister, Tammy, wouldn’t let him forget it. It took the threat of a week’s grounding to finally get her to ease up.

  I think my boxing trainer, Jacky, might be getting a new client this summer. Someone needed to teach the boy how to fight, and obviously it wasn’t going to be his worthless dad. Granted, I wasn’t advocating fighting, especially fighting girls, but who wants to hear about their boy getting their ass kicked at school?

  “But Mom,” said Tammy. “She sat on him.”

  I stifled a giggle behind my hand. Anthony, who was sitting next to me and sporting a swollen lip, looked at me sideways. When I gained some semblance of control over myself, I said, “Then maybe you should protect your little brother and not let girls sit on him.”

  “Who do you think pulled her off him, Mom?” said Tammy. “I wasn’t going to let that cow sit on my brother. Well, not for very long, anyway.”

  She giggled again, and I did my damndest not to join her.

  We pulled up to Burger King and I put in our orders. I repeated Anthony’s plain hamburger order twice, knowing he wouldn’t touch anything with ketchup or mustard or anything else on it. With our food bagged, we headed home, and while the kids ate and did their homework, I took a hot shower. The shower was intended to clean off the copious amounts of sunscreen, but it also served another purpose.

  I craved heat. My body had no natural warmth. I lived with an eternal chill, and so I craved blessed warmth. Showers were certainly nice, but, admittedly, nothing beat the warmth of a man lying next to me, a warmth I rarely felt since my own ex-husband had basically shunned me.

  Of course, I had recently experienced such warmth. In fact, just over a week ago, in the arms of another man. A former client of mine. A man with his own dark secrets and a body that radiated heat unlike anything I had ever experienced.

  A shiver went through me. A very pleasurable shiver, especially as I recalled Kingsley’s skillet-sized hands on my body. His touch, his expert touch, had sent shockwaves through me in more ways than one.

  But as I stood there in the shower, as the water did its damned best to penetrate my eternal cold, I thought of another man.

  Aaron Parker. Aka Fang.

  The heat had worked deep into my skin, and as I stood there under the powerful spray, I reached behind me and turned the temperature even higher. Anyone else would have yelped. Anyone else would have leaped from the shower as surely as if being dropped into a boiling cauldron.

  But I only moaned with pleasure.

  After having drinks with Aaron, he had walked me back to my van where we had stood together awkwardly. He wanted to kiss me. He wanted to do a lot more to me, too. His thoughts were as clear as a bell, although anyone with a half a brain could have read his body language. I reminded him that I had a lot to digest. I reminded him that he had been aware of me for a lot longer than I had been aware of him. This needed to sink in. I had to sort through my feelings and emotions....

  And that’s when he kissed me.

  He kissed me long and hard and although I had nearly pushed him back—hell, he was lucky he didn’t go flying into the trunk of a nearby tree—I decided I liked his kiss. There had been a crazy hunger to him.

  Or maybe he was just crazy.

  His lips covered mine and I knew he wanted to bite me, or at least use his teeth. To nibble, to bite. To draw blood. When he got too aggressive, I pulled back. He apologized, and then went back to chewing on my lower face.

  Never had I been kissed like that before.

  Never. And never did I expect to be kissed like that again.

  The shower spray felt so damn good. Too good. I could stand there all night. I could probably do other things in there all night, too. After all, I had recently discovered that I could experience something very pleasurable. Something I had thought was lost to me.

  That thought alone sent a shiver through me.

  I pushed it away and turned off the shower. There was work to be done. There was a little girl scared and alone and living with a monster.

  And with images of Fang whispering goodbye in my ear, I got dressed and headed for my office at the back of the house.

  Chapter Ten

  I was scouring over internet leads, scanning heartbreaking article after heartbreaking article, when my cell phone rang. It was Chad.

  “Hey, Sunshine,” he said.

  “It never gets old, does it?”

  Chad was, of course, poking fun of my “condition”. A condition called xeroderma pigmentosum, which was what most of the world thought I had. Believe it or not, I didn’t run around telling people I was a vampire.

  “Probably not ever,” he said. “Besides, I’m your ex-partner. I can get away with goofing on you. Kind of like an older brother.”

  “A stupid-face older brother.”

  “Clever Sam. Anyway, I have news on Maddie.”

  I sat up. “Talk to me.”

  “Three months ago a mother and daughter went missing. Lauren and Madison Monk.”

  I exhaled and squeezed the phone tighter. “Go on.”

  “The mother was a known user and prostitute and probably not a very good mother, either. The daughter was born into a mess. The mother would often disappear with boyfriends and drug dealers, bringing her daughter along with her. Some seedy shit going on here, Sam. No one reported them missing for many weeks, and she spent so much time with so many different shady characters, that it’s nearly impossible to pinpoint where she was staying or who had seen her last.”

  “Someone knows,” I said.

  “Sure, but we’re talking about the lowest of the lowlifes, Sam. Folks who break laws every hour on the hour. No one is talking.”

  “Who’s working the case?”

  “Fullerton Police Missing Persons Unit .”

  “The name of the officer?”

  He told me and I wrote it down. When finished, I said, “I think the missing person has turned into a murder and kidnapping.”

  “You’ll hear no argument from me, Sam.”

  “Thank you, Chad.”

  “We’re working on something big over here, but I’ll help you when I can.”

  “I know; thank you. How’s Monica?” I asked, referring to my client of just a few weeks ago. Chad, who had taken over partial bodyguard duties for me, had been smitten by her instantly.

  “Beautiful as ever; I love her.”

  “Just don’t smother her, for Christ’s sake. Give her space.”

  “I’ll give her whatever she wants.”

  “Oh, brother.”

  We hung up and I considered my options. Without the case file, there was really nothing I could do tonight. Tomorrow I would check in with the Fullerton P.D. For now, though, I quickly scanned my files and notes, doing a global search for the name Lauren Monk. Nothing came up. That didn’t mean I hadn’t come across her at some point, just that the name hadn’t made it to any of my files or notes. Of course, that’s if I had ever worked with her or come into contact with her in the first place.

  Well, she had my number somehow.

  Or, at least, someone had it.

  I was sitting back and thinking about little Maddie and her little voice when I sensed a presence behind me. I turned and found Anthony standing there and looking miserable. “What’s wrong, booger butt,” I asked, waving him over.

  “I don’t feel good, Mommy.”

  “Hey, you’re already suspended for a day, honey. You don’t h
ave to fake being sick.” But I knew he wasn’t faking it. My boy looked miserable and I could feel the palpable waves of heat coming off his body.

  “But I’m not faking it, Mommy. I swear.”

  I put a hand on his forehead. The kid was burning up. He flinched at my icy touch. No surprise there. The dichotomy between hot and cold was probably startling.

  He climbed up onto my lap and nuzzled his burning face into my neck, and as he did so, alarm bells went off inside me. They rang loud and clear.

  Something was very wrong.

  Chapter Eleven

  I lay by Anthony’s side for many hours, lightly running my fingers through his fine hair, periodically checking his fever with my palm. His cheek was clammy and frighteningly hot. His breathing was even, although I detected a slight rattle in his chest. Every now and then from his sleep he would cough wetly.

  Something’s wrong.

  Or maybe I’m just worrying too much. He’s just sick. A fever. Perhaps the flu.

  The electrified air around my son was agitated, the glowing streaks buzzing like so many bees around a hive. I held my son closer and listened to his heartbeat; it beat strong and steady. I monitored his breathing, too, and was certain that, as the hours passed, his breathing was growing more ragged.

  Hours later, I kissed him on his forehead and headed out into the living room. Tammy was snoring lightly with the TV playing quietly. An infomercial selling an electric wheelchair was on. The old guy cruising on it never looked happier. I doubted it.

  I clicked off the TV and bent down. She was ten years old and weighed nearly as much as I did, that didn’t stop me from scooping her up easily and cradling her in my arms like a baby. Her body was warm, but not alarmingly so. Unlike Anthony. I held her close to me and buried my nose in her hair, inhaling deeply. She smelled of strawberries. Again, unlike Anthony, who had smelled of sweat.

  I stood there briefly in the living room, holding my daughter effortlessly while she mewed slightly in her sleep.

  Somewhere out there was a little girl named Maddie who would never feel her mother nuzzle against her again. A little girl who knew only fear and perhaps pain. A little girl with the tiniest voice I had ever heard.

  With my face still mostly buried in my daughter’s hair, I carried her into her bedroom and eased her carefully down into bed. I pulled the covers up over her and kissed her warm forehead, and then wiped a tear off her cheek.

  It had, of course, been my tear.

  Chapter Twelve

  You there, Fang?

  It was late. Or early. Take your pick. Creatures of the night often get this distinction wrong. Anyway, I knew I would be waking Fang up, but I needed to talk.

  I waited in front of my laptop for a few minutes with no response. I checked the time. Nearly 4:30 in the morning. Fang had worked tonight, I knew, which meant he would have gotten off at two-ish.

  You’re sleeping, I’m sure, I wrote in the IM screen. Years ago, Fang and I had met online in a community vampire room. I had been curious and lonely. Fang had not only landed a friend, but the real deal. A true bloodsucker.

  Fang had entered my life when I needed him the most. Funny how life is like that. He was my outlet. My source of information, too, since he was knowledgeable in all things vampiric. We had bonded in ways I never thought possible, and I had revealed my deepest secrets. Fang knew everything.

  And now I knew a lot more about him, too.

  Fang was a killer. By my count, he had murdered three people. How many more after his jailbreak, I didn’t know. I hoped none.

  He had stalked me these past few years. Writing down clues. Saving our IM entries. That means he had confession after confession of my vampirism on record. Stored somewhere. I trusted Fang, but I wasn’t sure what to think about this. He was certainly in a position to blackmail me, if he so chose, but I knew he wouldn’t. I knew, and yes, sensed, that his interest in me stemmed from two sources: his love for vampires...and his love for me.

  A strange day today, I wrote. I thought of you often, I’ll admit. And the most prevalent thought was: I kissed Fang! Do you mind if I still call you Fang? I kind of like it when you call me Moon Dance. Coming from you. it just feels right. It feels secretive, too, like spies, and these are our code names. I like that. I think everyone in life should have a code name. I won’t mention your real name here, but I definitely don’t see you as an Eli, either. You are Fang to me. Always Fang.

  I paused and reached for a pack of cigarettes sitting next to my computer. Recently I’d discovered that I could smoke. I don’t recommend this to anyone but vampires, since smokes can’t kill us. There are precious few things that I can ingest into my body without cramping up in pain, and smoking is one of them.

  I’ll take what I can get.

  I lit up and exhaled a long plume of roiling gray smoke. The smoke cloud hovered briefly in front of me, then dissipated, and with the cigarette hanging from the corner of my mouth, I continued typing:

  I’m not sure about the kiss. I’m not sure about anything, really. You know that I’m kind of involved with the attorney. He and I had a moment last week that I will never forget, although I won’t go into it in any detail here. Let’s just say it’s hard for a woman to forget an experience like that (sorry if that hurts your feelings). But it’s also hard for me to forget our kiss last night. So, tell me, what was it like to kiss a vampire? I’m sure my lips were cold. I’m sure my breath was cold, too. Isn’t that a turn-off?

  I was babbling, I knew, but these were thoughts that had been plaguing through my mind for years, and since my relationship with Fang had gone to another level, a physical level, I could ask him these questions.

  I continued: It was a turn-off for my husband. Once he vomited. No joke. He tried to lie about it, but I heard him retch and could smell the vomit on his breath. It’s always nice when your husband vomits when making love to you. That was early on in my vampirism, of course. He never touched me again. Well, not in an intimate way. I never touched me, either. Transference, I believe the psychologists call it. I was unlovable in his eyes and so therefore I was unlovable in my own eyes. Yes, I know, I put too much weight into what he thought, but what was I supposed to do? I didn’t know what was happening to me. Everything was all so new. His love meant everything to me. I needed it so bad and he wasn’t there for me.

  I stopped writing and sat back. Ashes from my cigarette dropped onto my blouse. I always forgot to tap off the ashes. Smoking was still new to me. I wasn’t sure how much I liked it, but it was at least nice to do something with my hands.

  I guess I’m here to tell you that I don’t want to lose what we have, Fang. But I’m not saying no to anything more, either. I guess I’m just not in any place to make decisions right now...and now my poor son is sick, and every alarm bell I have is ringing loudly. Something is wrong with him, Fang. But maybe that’s just me worrying. Just a mom worrying.

  I dashed out the last of the cigarette and looked at the blocks of words that filled the IM screen. Fang would have some reading to do once he wakes up.

  The sun was coming. I could feel it. A deep tiredness was setting in and I stumbled to my room where my shades were always drawn tight, and collapsed in sleep.

  The sleep of the dead. Or undead.

  Chapter Thirteen

  I need an alarm clock—a very loud alarm clock—if I want to awaken any time before sunset. Left to my own devices, I awaken naturally just moments before the sun actually sets.

  It’s a nice system...unless you have kids.

  It’s very rare that I awaken on my own. But I did so now, and I awakened to find my son sleeping next to me. It was noonish. He had come in here on his own, to sleep next to his mommy. I wrapped my arms around his burning body and pulled him in close, feeling his forehead and was profoundly relieved that he didn’t seem as hot.

  Then again, I was barely cognizant. I was hardly in a place to make any sort of expert mommy inspections. Still, he seemed cooler and he was slee
ping contently next to me.

  As I fell back into my dreamless sleep, I probably should have realized my son barely stirred, if at all.

  * * *

  My alarm went off at 2:00 p.m., my normal time to get up and get ready to pick up my kids.

  As consciousness grudgingly returned, I listened to my son’s even breathing next to me. Even, yet shallow. I turned on my side and touched his cheek. Shit. He was burning up again. Not quite as hot as last night, but my little boy was clearly sick.

  I lay there for as long as I dared, alternately running my fingers through his hair and lightly touching his cheeks. He had my dark hair and Danny’s broad-cheekboned looks. He had my long eyelashes, of which his sister was eternally jealous.

  Finally I slipped out of bed and checked my email. Nothing of importance, although it did appear that I had been hand-picked to help a wealthy and desperate gentleman from Nigeria transfer his funds to the United States. His plan was genius: He would send me a whopper of a check, and I would send him a much smaller check in return. And get this: I get to keep the difference. Boy, what could go wrong with that idea?

  I then spotted something blinking in the lower right-hand corner of my screen. An instant message from Fang. I squee’d and eagerly clicked on it. I might have gasped, too, and my heart definitely slammed hard against my third or fourth rib bone. Funny, I never reacted like this to Fang before.

  His message was simple and to the point and it brought a big smile to my face:

  I dreamed about you, Moon Dance. I always dream about you.

  Smiling like a goofball, I quickly threw on a pair of jeans and a long-sleeved shirt. These days, I had quite the array of long-sleeved shirts. My day shirts, as I thought of them. My night attire was cuter. But my daytime wardrobe was all about survival...and staying out of the sun as much as possible.